"Is it about me??"-E.M.S.

So, I've never had such an urge to take care of someone, to make them happy, and to see their smile so bad.

I've never wanted to wake up and see someone so bad.. Or lose sleep just to look at the perfection on their face. I have the biggest urge to make this guy happier than he has ever been.


So, in the past couple months, my life had changed.
Changed for better, I must say. I've realized who my real friends are and who were never really my friends to begin with. Relationships with family have still been rocky... But they seem to get better. And my love life has come to a complete stop because I offically have found the one guy I know I'd do anything to make it work with.

The saying, "Everyone is going to hurt you, you just gotta find the ones that are worth The pain." is completely true.
Let me tell you something readers, you should never be afrai to give up a realtionship/friendship with someone if you are having doubts in the first place, or if you know that without that person you'd be better off. Yes, it may seem scaring and you may be hurt for a little while.. But it's worth it in the end and you feel revealed. It's better to give up something or someone rather than holding on to something or someone that you don't want in your life or in the position you want them in with you. Holding onto something that's not right will only make you angry. And anger ladies and gentlemen, is short madness.