It's 1:27 AM... Or so you think.

And I want to sleep.


But I'm pretty sure, that sleep is absolutely hopeless, given that I'm an Insomniac. So shit, why do I even complain?!

I've been sitting here for the past 10 minutes, literally, and have not thought of a single thing to blog yet..

More Than A Love Song by FireFlight is playing in my ears.

^^ Pretty amazing. If you haven't heard of them, check them out for sure.

So, I'm trying to figure out what to write.

I'm sitting in the hotel lobby of Candlewood Suites in Alcoa, Tennessee. And texting a favorite friend of mine named Ali. I'm wide awake, and in such an awkward mood. I'm not happy, yet, I'm not sad.. But I have no energy to really do anything productive. And if I do try to do something, it turns out miserably and an epic fail. So, what do I do? I sit here and stare at the screen of my labtop, while sitting in the hotel lobby at 1:50 AM in the morning.. Wow, am I a loser or what? But no.. That wouldn't be right for me to say.. (To call myself a loser.).. Because I'm sure that I'm not the only person in the entire world that has done this exact thing, so me calling myself a loser would be calling any other person who has done this very thing a loser. Yet again, I'm sure any person in their right mind that has done this would of called themselves a loser and went through this very same boring process of stupidity talk.. Nah, Jk. I'm the loser.


"I believe that there's hope, hiding beneath it all." <-- Paramore lyrics.. And wow.. All I can think of is, 'How far beneath is all this hope.' And why is that relevant you may ask? Well, my fellow readers, it is because hope is so blind half the time.. Better yet, we are all blind to it half the time. And for that, we get angry and confused, and frankly, pissed the fuck off. (Excuse my French.) But hey, who am I to judge? I'm just one person in the world. The needle in the haystack.

So, in the past 33 minutes, I've accomplished all that is above this statement. And see? I told you that everything I tried to do was an epic fail.. But oh well.. Sometimes it takes a moron to make an epic fail rather than a genius to make success.