Problem vs. Solution.

So, here comes in play, the initials on the wrist thing.

There has to be something better. Or maybe, i've had a taste of the good..and now, because i've ruined it, I'm never going to get it back. I don't deserve it? I've had it and lost it. I have no idea.

But i'm pretty close to giving up on caring. Only problem with that, is that, I could never do it. I could never bring myself to stop caring. Well, maybe I could, but not right now..Or anytime soon.

Anyways, I think, that i've realized that i'm never going to get what I had before back. And I should just stop trying because this is driving me crazy. And because I miss him so much, it's even hard to reach.

I've learned, in the past 5 months, that things change and they don't change back. You may plan for the future, but let me tell ya, the future chances with every blink of an eye. (I kid you not.) So take it from experience..Do Not Do Something Rash. Think. Breathe. Think. Consider. Plan Ahead. Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.

What I've learned..is that, when you care for someone, you need to protect them in the safest way possible..but that you need to consider a person's future too. When someone else does something that's completely rash..you have to consider their future. You have to take to heart that someone else's future lys in your hands when you decide to step in and play with fate.

Don't Do The Rash.
Just think Ahead.
And breathe.
More Than Anything, Just Breathe.


Please.


Yours Truly,
S. Autumn Baylii